Anger issues

I am in teary eyes while writing this post. I dont know how to express my thoughts in words. Sometimes words do fail us. I don’t know why I feel so lonely. I don’t know why so many of my words are unexpressed. I want to talk to someone about my pain. I don’t know…

Happy birthday to me

What a wonderful and adventurous day. Well honestly, I don’t really like my birthday. I don’t celebrate my birthday either. To add to that we had Physical Education test today at school. Not that it is a difficult subject. However, it does take alot of effort to give an exam on your birthday. My day…

A person worth knowing

When I met him, he was somehow a living dead, You could see sadness in his eye without words being said. Yet, he would smile for pictures instead, I knew a person who was a living dead. Then months passed by and sadness slowly sucked my soul, He was living though, not dead anymore. When…

Is it worth getting hurt for someone?

I have myself been wondering this for a long time now. For the recent few days I have seen people around me and me myself getting entangled in this mysterious world of self insecurity and love. While we are busy getting attached to someone and their daily life and chaos. I often wonder, is it…

To be honest

You were mine and only mine even before I was yours. -Sayoni Roy(13th may)

Your Smile || Self Written Poem

The pain was hidden behind your smile, Strong outside but inside fragile, Your heart could move me a mile. This was the power of your smile. But one day you stopped smiling, You said you were fine but I knew you were lying, Rumours were running and maybe also flying, You were tired and hurt…

Death

What crawls behind the screen, Is what remains unseen. You look at what is shown to you, Maybe not or maybe you do. The world looks really cold, To those who are born bold. Bold not by opening or speaking, It is action that shows ones making. Everything looks like it will fall apart, Well…

Valentines Day

Let’s be honest. Valentines Day is one of the only day when I contemplate about my existence. Like whyyyyyy am I even alive??? In India, this year 13th February was Saraswati Puja. Also known as West Bengal’s valentines day. So yesterday all I saw was people roaming in pairs. Every freaking person. It made me…

My dad forgot my age and class.

Call it stress. Call it insanity. Few days back at someones wedding, my dad literally forgot my class and age. The person who asked my dad was startled at my dads stuttering.  It’s not a surprise to me though. Our dad hardly stays with us. Our industries are located 4 hours away from where we…

Exam Fever

So I have my exams going on right now. Well tomorrow is the last paper. Phew. After that our holidays are going to start. Im surpirsed seeing that CBSE schools offer only a week of holiday. I mean seriously? The part of India I live in, is kind of chilly during winters. Im not sure…

Verge || Self Written Poem

In the verge of tears, where words no more convey messages,  Where words hurt but thoughts hurt more, Someone gives up hopes whereas someone climbs up the rope, People are heartless because everybody thinks everybody is selfish, People talk of love and sadness, behind you nothing exists. Where do we stand today, You and I,…

When family hurts you

Yesterday we Bengalis around the world were celebrating Durga Puja’s Saptami (the 7th day). As you might be knowing, during Durga Puja Bengalis tend to hop from one pandal to another by means of car or by walking. Pandals are temporary bamboo structures made for the Goddesses and her family to stay during Durga Puja….