Post Sadness

I don’t really know what I am thinking. My mind is almost blank but my heart hurts. My eyes and head are making me feel this weird sensation. Tears are rolling down my eyes. Yet my mother can’t see them. Her half clouded eyes ask me,”Do you have cold?” Well yes mom, I have cold….

The Underlying Principles of Despair

Another day and yes I was felling down again. It’s one of those days when I can’t differentiate whats wrong and whats right. Looking at other students prepare for their future, I feel the need to get up and get going. I tried asking my dad about few things. Mostly about me going to study…

UCAS PROCESS EXPLAINED FOR INTERNATIONAL STUDENTS

What is UCAS? UCAS is an online portal for application, specifically to UK universities. If you want to study in UK, you have to apply via UCAS. However, it’s only compulsory for undergraduate students not postgraduate students. It’s a fairly simple process. The only thing complicated about it for most international student is filling up…

Why are some people more successful than others? Part One

Warning: It is a deep topic hence I will discuss just my point of view. If you don’t agree, leave your opinion. Amongst my siblings, I am considered really lucky. Since childhood, I always got what I wanted. I got into the top school in my city. My results weren’t good, yet I got to…

Can we solve a problem correctly? 

Imagine that you have a huge problem. It can be anything. It can also be a problem you’re facing right now. Right so, now imagine what you’ve planned to do about it. If you have done that already, answer me honestly, have you done anything to solve the problem? Chances are you’ve said or thought…

Anger issues

I am in teary eyes while writing this post. I dont know how to express my thoughts in words. Sometimes words do fail us. I don’t know why I feel so lonely. I don’t know why so many of my words are unexpressed. I want to talk to someone about my pain. I don’t know…

Happy birthday to me

What a wonderful and adventurous day. Well honestly, I don’t really like my birthday. I don’t celebrate my birthday either. To add to that we had Physical Education test today at school. Not that it is a difficult subject. However, it does take alot of effort to give an exam on your birthday. My day…

Is it worth getting hurt for someone?

I have myself been wondering this for a long time now. For the recent few days I have seen people around me and me myself getting entangled in this mysterious world of self insecurity and love. While we are busy getting attached to someone and their daily life and chaos. I often wonder, is it…

To be honest

You were mine and only mine even before I was yours. -Sayoni Roy(13th may)

Death

What crawls behind the screen, Is what remains unseen. You look at what is shown to you, Maybe not or maybe you do. The world looks really cold, To those who are born bold. Bold not by opening or speaking, It is action that shows ones making. Everything looks like it will fall apart, Well…

Valentines Day

Let’s be honest. Valentines Day is one of the only day when I contemplate about my existence. Like whyyyyyy am I even alive??? In India, this year 13th February was Saraswati Puja. Also known as West Bengal’s valentines day. So yesterday all I saw was people roaming in pairs. Every freaking person. It made me…

When family hurts you

Yesterday we Bengalis around the world were celebrating Durga Puja’s Saptami (the 7th day). As you might be knowing, during Durga Puja Bengalis tend to hop from one pandal to another by means of car or by walking. Pandals are temporary bamboo structures made for the Goddesses and her family to stay during Durga Puja….