I felt like a beast today as I swiped the blade across her neck today.
The feeling made me happy for a moment and confused next.
I feel like a prisoner trapped in memories of past.
Save me for I don’t know myself anymore.
In the hours of midnight with volumes up,
I keep them awake, see my sadness,
See through me is all I want.
I felt a sense of ease when I could choke her down.
Her body senseless besides me.
I felt like a beast today and I don’t regret it.